Why is there an obsession for things to last forever? Why is it, that when something ends, the initial reaction is for it to be considered as something âwastedâ?
My experience, for instance, with a friend whom I spent nine years of my life with (platonically, just to be clear) – I used to get her a Starbucks planner every year after getting one for myself. Then one day, the friendship wasnât just working anymore. Next thing I knew, we were parting ways and I found myself not wanting to do anything to revive it (after months of trying, in my defense).
Anyhow, long story short, the 9-year friendship ended. And it hurt. A lot. The person who used to share every relevant thing about her wasnât there anymore. We stopped talking like those nine years never even happened. However, itâs just the way it is. Some things last, some things donât. Doesnât mean that what was shared was an overall waste.
In case youâre wondering, NO – I do not regret an ounce of the nine-year friendship. If I could go back to 2012 and meet her again for the first time, Iâd still choose to be her friend even if I know that she wouldnât be my friend forever. I say this a lot – I am not a woman of regrets. What is there to get from regret? Nothing but bad feelings. And the experience was hurtful enough. Whatâs the point of adding more terrible emotions?
Besides, people are only meant to stay at a certain point in time. There are a few who will probably be there for most years. But more often than not, things donât last. People go not because they were never worth it – but only because they have their own journeys that they have to take with or without you. The same goes for you. The good news is, there are more people to meet, more moments that are yet to catch us off guard.
Life is like a book. Not all characters are built to be with you in every chapter. Each has their own role to fulfill. And when their part is done, feel free to grieve. But donât fail to accept that itâs just the way it is. Let them experience their own chapters. And you will experience yours too.
Sometimes, I still think of the erstwhile friend of mine. But only to feed my nostalgia. Never to regret.
Maybe one day, Iâll get a Starbucks planner for a new person too. Until then, let me continue my personal tradition.